Freshly baked

I want to do something like that for myself too!!!! (Looks down)

Life has been awesome

Ok maybe not that awesome since Bryan made me do duty (again) this morning! And then when i got back to class i realize that there's going to be Chinese spelling and moxie like what?! That's so last minute. And then i turned back and around and see that everyone was prepared. And then for once i miss Joshua ... he'll be bargaining to teacher to push back the spelling and then i'll be saved. But no, what i saw was just a whole stream of faces all ready and prepared. No i'm not blaming anyone i know it's my fault for not learning spelling (because i thought it'll be tested later) but you know it suddenly hits me that, i'm in the first class, the top class, no one bothers about you, all they really care about is their results. So who cares whether you have learn spelling or not? Who cares? When you tell them that you din't know there was spelling, what was the reaction? They tells you that : "Huh! Why! Nvm one lah very easy one nvm one lah" like ........ come on what if it was you? What if you were me? You won't even think that it is 'nvm one lah' ok, you'll be (probably) more worried than me........ You know it just really hits me suddenly that ...... in this class, this competitive class, no one really bothers or care, really, no one is real in there. Yes they are nice i know, but no one, i believe, no one will be true, will be so selfless because all they want is ...... results, their own results. And i hope one day somehow, someway someone will change my view of this class really.

So yup back to the happier part of the day!

1. I've been selected to go Fudan University!!!!!!!!! Ok i'll still have to go thru the interview but if i really manage to get in, i'll be over there for nearly 6 weeks hehe!!! But i'm a little worried about SYF and mid years ...... but i'll think about that if i really do get selected to go!!!

2. Huijun just passed me a belated christmas present and i really love it alot!!!!!!!!! It is a really nice pearl ribbon necklace........... oh my god so sweet!!!

3. Yesterday tuition was one of the best. Not as much scolding so i was feeling pretty alright and then i met Iris to go out. We got Chanel's present and ............ hm Iris got her bandage skirt which she looked really nice in it!!!!! :)

I probably won't be blogging so soon since .......... tests and quizzes are coming up!!! I need to study but just so you know, life hasn't been really good, i'm tired and worn-out just into the 3rd week of my new busy life. I just hope that my home can be ........ filled with less quarrels and 'cold wars' i hope you know what i mean.

"And he said: " The two coldest places on Earth are Antarctica and your heart.""